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Tuesday, July 24, 2012

July 2012... On change

Summer of 2012... Praxis Praxis Praxis... is the system fair? right? Why am I here?
Seeking. For what? Finding alternative shoeing= questionable, radical, commitment.
Equine therapy with lasers... Interesting, expensive investment, promising. Application? Therapy on it's own, or does it need to be in conjunction to another, "say therapeutic massage"? Questions...
Praxis is complete. Four weeks until news of the results. Less stressed now.
Opportunity to work summer school. Two weeks turned into four. Met a wonderful mentor and teacher. Amazing really, and wish I was a friend of hers rather than a peer. Scoliosis...hmmm where did that come from? Believe in holistic?  Testing faith in that system. Commitment to a change of life, with Brendan. Feeling better and like I'm in uncharted territory... Diet is a BIG part of your life. It's like I'm not the same person I was... Weird huh... Anyhow...
Walter. Walter is amazing. He's beautiful, and fun, and sweet. He is a gift. He is mine for now and I will revel in it. He is too big to hug, or he'd be with the dogs on the bed.
Options, what are the options? Right now I feel like I'm charged and ready. Ready for the opportunities to continue to expose themselves. Foot in the door with summer school and homebound. Opportunities to make extra money. Want to get out of debt.
Asheville, sell please. August... will we pay off our loan? Please yes... No matter what, don't mix business with family. It's a terrible idea, no matter how innocent or necessary or riskless it appears at the time.

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