This could have been...

So many miracles happened today. All tempered by the realization that I do not know how to meet the expectations given to me. I am told that I am a great teacher. I've been told this for a while. Why would I continue to do something if I wasn't good at it? Now there is this very inept formula for determining my worth as a teacher. I don't know how this is going to work out? I'm sad.